| | Mindy, are you getting prickly about this? Having been through storms at sea, I learned too well not to put myself in harms way for no good reason. :-)
I'll assume, for the moment, you aren't getting peeved. And I'll work on these assumptions:
First assumption: We all periodically change directions (in the sense that without some stimuli and a reaction to it, you wouldn't have done exactly what you did.) Like where you make a response to someone's question about where you'd like to eat. If they hadn't asked, you wouldn't have answered. (The alternative to that is that we never intervene in our life - no control - predestined)
Next assumption: Somehow, internally, you accessed some mental routines to determine how you wanted to answer that question (playfully, quasi-automatically, or with some thought first about what your stomach was telling you, or with some thought about the person who asked, etc.) Things are getting examined even if you choose not to pay attention - not everything arise to the forefront of consciousness and hits you over the head with its importance and urgency.
Next assumption: At any given time there are many things impinging upon our conscious focus. Background mood, feelings left over from the preceding moment, feeling aroused, how ever tiny, about the new stimuli, awareness of new items in front of your consciousness (any diet considerations, dislikes about food the questioner doesn't know of, etc.) Mental life, not just in the subconscious, or the fuzzy area between consciousness and subconsciousness, but in the conscious area itself is more complex than we usually think.
Next assumption: We are the active force in setting the way we focus on the impinging items. We can focus tightly, loosely, evade, deny, etc. (evade or deny are a couple of impulses that can come up as impinging competitors for our attention - we may want to flee when so and so asks us to lunch). If you don't accept any form of volition then this is where you get off this train.
Final assumption: We have to volitionally make some kind of maneuver of the consciousness to select our treatment - and thus create our next instance of consciousness. One doesn't have to get out spread-sheets or do syllogistic acrobatics when it seems like a simple, "I have no preferences what so ever" - but it is still reason at work. Reason and 'will.' We are constantly orchestrating our next moment, and on multiple levels.
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